never asked for this

Idag fick jag en Moakram, självaste lucian. Åh hon är så fin så fin.

och jag ska ge ut en bok skriven för tonåringar. gäller väl bara att skriva den först..

minns du när jag vägrade säga vad jag tänkte på?

SECRET # 6


secret # 5

I can watch old two-year old conversations between you and her on facebook, and get an enormous ache from my belly to my throat, even though I know I stole your heart and broke it twice.
Even though the last thing you told me was "but to me, you will always be The one, no matter how you feel about me..", and that was two weeks ago..





No. three and four are too much private to even be seen here.


secret No. 2

your silence was the worst part, did you know that? All those things you said, even the ones that tore me apart were better, than you being quiet.